Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Those Old Men

I've been quite occupied by a lot of things (not romantically though) over the past months that I wasn't able to write anything or have deep thoughts about love, relationship or anything that has to do with romance.

Well, what's my status? Still single and I'm enjoying it far more than before. I get to travel, dine, go out and mingle with different people. With everything that I currently have, new friends, fabulous job, cool family and more money to spend, what more can I ask for?

Flings? I'm still in the process of determining what I really want. My strong attraction and fascination to older men confuses me. As I mingle more and know the stories of a handful people, I started finding guys who are at least 10 years older than me to be very sexy and interesting. But let's face the fact, these men are probably married, engaged or at the very least, single but with kids.

Finding someone who'll be with me long term is like finding a needle in a mountain of hay. With the personality I have projected to the public (the timid, kind, and very conservative me), getting into these type of men is currently a big "No! No!" to me. My sane mind is telling me to look after those boys at my age who would most likely love to watch movies, play basketball and go to the gym. My inner self tells me though that I'd enjoy it if my man is older.



Wednesday, February 22, 2012

23 and still single

It's been a long time since I managed to blog about my lovelife. Well, that's because I have nothing to tell. My last entry about LM who's not getting in touch with me was my last encounter about the word "love". And to count the days, weeks or months when I last experienced romance, the giggle, the sweet dreams, and cheesyness in life means counting my stay on my new work. That's roughly 7 months.

It's no longer updated if I'll say that I am 22 because I have gained another year. Yes, I am already 23 and as always, I am still single. :)

Right now, I am listening to Arms by Christina Perrie and I won't give up by Jason Mraz. These are my new favorites and I just realized that I have no one to dedicate the songs.

Dear Future Lover, if you're already around... please give me a sign.

By the way, if anybody is asking if I'm happy being single, Yes I am. I may not yet be complete, but I am happy.