Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Goodbye 2010!

When I'm at home, sick and alone... I can't help it but think of the things that I've done in 2010. The year when my heart has almost evolved on you alone.

Was it my fault? Do I have a lot of shortcomings? Am I insensitive? If I worked harder and made you feel more special, would it turn out differently?

I am hoping that you are completely happy now. I have not hope for anything but your happiness.

I am trying not to think about you. That's for my own good for I am just getting hurt everyday. If I can't totally erase it, I hope I get numb. Don't worry it's not your fault... Stupid me for crying over something that has never been mine.

By the way, I am currently listening to "Almost Lover" by A Fine Frenzy.

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

Sunday, January 2, 2011

2011 Moving On

The last few days of 2010 has been devastating for me.

A lot of realizations, a number of unwanted events and face offs. I was hurt, I cried and made quick decisions in life.

Now in 2011, I am looking forward for a better year. I am 22, still single but I am wiser.

For all the singles out there, I am wishing you a happy 2011!!!