When I'm at home, sick and alone... I can't help it but think of the things that I've done in 2010. The year when my heart has almost evolved on you alone.
Was it my fault? Do I have a lot of shortcomings? Am I insensitive? If I worked harder and made you feel more special, would it turn out differently?
I am hoping that you are completely happy now. I have not hope for anything but your happiness.
I am trying not to think about you. That's for my own good for I am just getting hurt everyday. If I can't totally erase it, I hope I get numb. Don't worry it's not your fault... Stupid me for crying over something that has never been mine.
By the way, I am currently listening to "Almost Lover" by A Fine Frenzy.
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
I really relate to what you wrote :( its devastating not being able to be with the person you truly love :(
ReplyDeleteIt's impossible to not cry every night for that person. you think about them when your peeling an orange, brushing your teeth, putting your shoes on, and sleeping. You can't escape it, so you just suffer. You feel like your going crazy because you can NEVER forget that person.
How are you now?
Hi Anonymous,
ReplyDeleteI'm a lot better now. I'm healed and I have totally moved on.
But the problem that I am facing now are my fears in entering a relationship. I am afraid that things will not turn out the way i wanted them to be. I'm taking things slowly this time.
I hope you're also happy now. :)
We know some birds are not meant to be caged, their feathers are just too bright.
ReplyDeleteThe supreme happiness of life is the conviction that we are loved.
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